Thursday, November 10, 2005 @ 11:32 PM
i'll like FREAKING pissed now
DAMN
sort of pon-ned school today. woke up at 8.15 this morning. to layte for school larh. lessons starts at 8.00. replied msges then went back to sleep cos parents were still home.
woke up at 10+. read harry potter and goblet of fire in order to recap whats happenning in order to watch the movie and know whats going on. watch tv. watch 'the cool guy' which i borrowed from meihui. watch mainly cos KYUNG ROK was acting inside. although small part but who cares. got super uber exicted whenever he appeared and started throwing pillows are around. was like fucking crying at the end larh. KAOX. damn nice man that show. SUPER touching. disc1 funny disc2 sad.
hogged up the com after watching for about 3hrs. did 'reseach' about uhljjangs. DAMN. super addicted and hooked. found out quite many things. and most importantly. I LEARNT KOREAN!!!! okay. fine. just a little and i sort of get the grip of it. yeah man. i a -language- type of person instead of those -study- type. ((: and man. did i discover how amazing plastic surgery are or what. it can really change one life larhh. shall post a pic to prove it. and AMAZE yourself.
watch 'the cool guy' again. this time in korean. cried the second time too.
sometimes i wonder is it me or what. is my expectation to high or what. why do i have such a stupid sister. joyce, to be exact. argh. had quite a quarrel with her and ended it with asking her to fuck off. and soon my parents came back. yada yada yada.
its like a freaking holidat now larh. and all they do is restrict this restrict that. 'tv must off before 9 com off before 10.30.' WTF. exam period werent even like that. EXAM DAYS itself wasnt even like that larh. i happily slept at 1++ during exam period larh. and now they want me to go to bed before 11. WTF.
and they want me to study. pls larh. study what shit. and my mother esp like to act as if i'm those who study kind. fuck off larh. like studying in school for a whole week during hols is not enough. plus my head is already in the -hols- mode. whats the diff if i study and dont study. nothing will enter my head in either way.
i wondered how she physco-ed my dad larh. bloody bitch. all she know is phyco-ing my father making him restrict us. controlling our daily moves. fuck man. now is like holiday larh. and she still wants to fucking control us.
argue-ed with them. bloody shit man. my mother is fucking unreasonable larh. she let me choose between two choices. watch NO tv or watch 24hrs non-stop tv. WTF is this larh. got really fucking pissed larh. slam door. kick bed. throw stuff at down. blast music loud loud on purpose. and they actually knocked the door asking me to lower down the music as i'm disturbing the rest(hello? 9+ only larh) and lecture me and GAVE ME A LESSON ON HOW TO CLOSE DOOR. wtf larh. and they think it'll help. fuck off man.
got really pissed. had attitude prob. didnt wanted to slam door anymore so went to my toilet. slam it loud. and lock it. cos they cant do anything (they have no keys to toilet). cried and scream. opened door took harry potter and the goblet of fire book and read AGAIN. sound so lame now to think of it.
opened up like about 1 and half hour later and use com in pirpose to piss them off. i'm using com AFTER 10.30.
and look man. whos still watching DA CHANG JIN at this very hour man. THEM!!!!!!! they ask us to stop watching before 9 and now they're watching. and they watch till about 1++ larhh.i know cos i stayed till that late using com. wow! what a GOOD example. asking us to sleep early then what about them. bloody hell.
fuck man. life so screwed.